to love and be loved

2008-06-04T22:32:00.002+08:00

anchoredinhope.livejournal.com(for those who still visit this blog, but i dont think u guys do lar haha)

2007-07-11T18:16:00.001+08:00

oopss i think i've not updated for like a month haa.but nevermind, not like A LOT of stuff have been happening.and i only have time/mood to update now is cos i'm sick! :(stupid high fever which left me hallucinating(a bit) and praying i wouldn't call out your name in the middle of the night(to dire consequences)haa but fever subsided or rather disappeared first thing in the morning, and i woke up

2007-06-19T16:43:00.000+08:00

now my blog photo is gone :(sad, pathetic blog.you said i'd never know how it feels, but now i do.and it hurts, damn a lot.

2007-06-05T15:48:00.000+08:00

i finally finished my gp essay! my first >1000words essay (:and i progressed 1 episode of heroes haha.okay this morning has been very very slack. notgoodatall.All of my lifeI have been waiting for all you give to meYou've opened my eyes, and shown me how to love unselfishlyI've dreamed of this a thousand times beforeIn my dreams I couldn't love you moreI will give you my heart until the end of

2007-06-04T00:20:00.000+08:00

today is an emo night :/ i read through my archives, the first part of last year and i realised despite the frequent updates, the stuff that i really wanted to put in words were not there. haa it's just the smokescreens reminding me of what really happened. gosh and it's still the same now. okay maybe not cos i dont even update haha.i was supposed to do geepeee essay just now but i only managed

2007-05-29T16:49:00.000+08:00

a closed chapter of my life i don't ever want to be reminded about.please don't have any negative feelings about those stuff cos it's really all in the past.okay, holidays is not really feeling very holiday-ish but i guess we have only 4 weeks to cover ALL our stuff. plus there are still soooo many lessons. khalid said today, like what everyone else says, who studies for h1 subs? ohwell. lit

2007-05-22T21:13:00.000+08:00

this is going to be one long post cos i realised my previous/posts of this year have been really brief and i dont really know what im talking about too. hahait's the j2 syndrome. where going to school becomes such a dread and you actually feel the pressure of doing well for As. i feel old :( but it'll be quite a while before i turn 18. haa but wells, everyone waits a year for their birthdays. i

2007-05-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

my brain is being really rebellious :(i dont feel like doing geeepeeee anymore sians.and instead i'm being pirate :(haa my braces dont hurt! YAAY. i ate bao on the first day, before i slept. then it was pretty much porridge, but now i can eat solid food! :Dno more mee sua! im so sick of it larr.okay i hope chelsea wins the fa. i dont like manyoo. yuck :/

2007-05-15T00:25:00.000+08:00

I DECLARE TOMORROW BRACES DAY! haha as you can see i'm trying to keep my spirits sky-high ((: alright haven't decided which colour it should be, but we shall see ya. okay i must remember to take more pictures now! toodles.

2007-05-07T21:35:00.000+08:00

love is blind;if i am blind to fall in love with you,then i must be loveand you've found love.awwwww. i heard this from a friend who heard it from someone else haha so cute.happy birthday chum!very very tired, hence the emo-ing.ahh man u won the title this season. i'd rather chelsea got it! oh wells arsenal could have won yesterday's match arrgh. and chelsea's miss was so costly but too bad!

2007-05-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

i just finished my stupid gp hw !! i dont know whether to be happy or sad. i took damn long to finish it omg. but well ohwells, it's time i set my mind to things and actually complete it proper.i've been having scary dreams recently about you :/ everytime i wake up i pray it's never gonna happen cos i dont want it to. tooscaryalready. but anyway i hope you're doing fine at field camp. try to shit

2007-05-01T19:54:00.000+08:00

oh crap blogger ate up my previous entry!!boo anyway, i'll miss you alot alot okay but not so much that you'll fall ill and book out haa.take care of yourself so i wont have to worry!oh and im gonna put on braces real soon in like 2 more weeks haa. extraction is on the 8th. and i have to miss lessons again i think :( ohwells dont know whether to be excited or scared :X

2007-04-10T23:36:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU SO MUCH :(okay i feel a bit like a loser cos it has only been like a day. how am i going to last 2 weeks? horrorrrs. but dont worry 1year 10 months is nothing. nil. zilch.and besides there are other important stuff to think about when i'm not emo-ing.BT1 was shitcrapass. luckily there's no msp but compulsory consultation. haa free tuition im excited -.-and on a much happier note,TOP 4

2007-04-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

the truth in your eyes makes me know that you'll never leave mewhen you touched my soul, i knew you were the missing piece of my heartyou hold my heart now, and i'll leave it with you foreveri know that time and space can't come between you and me,cause we share the same side of the mooniloveyou, so much(: Don't you ever think of leaving me!ur dearest yishian

2007-03-29T22:08:00.000+08:00

i've decided to update often! hahaso yes we won AJ (:but it was sooo weird cos our doubles played agnst jazzy/jessica :/ and yuhan played wif yuyang. like a cedar match omg.but the score was still 5-0 yaay.tomorrow we're up against VJ!woohoo so exciting.anw lots of dumb stuff happened in school lately la.the 4 guys in my class changing in the lt and got caught by ms k! and we saw them walking

2007-03-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

i've been away for a cool one month. haa i think no one reads my blog already. even better.bt1 is over over over. YES.but nationals' just next wednesday booo.alright that's all i need to say haha.[edited]have i tried to change so much so that i lost my old self?if the present is no better than the pastwhat should i do?i'm just beside myselfthese few days especially.[/edited]

2007-02-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

style bags are cool! haha that's why we're carrying it(:2blacks 3green 2pink many many more i hope! popular should thank us for buying the style mags lar.school was BORING today.nothing interesting happened but the teachers seem to be in a good mood. ohwells at least they do not shout at us. ms k praised us (: i hope she already read my essay that means im safe!ahh and we saw coby miller

2007-02-22T20:22:00.000+08:00

today is such a disgusting day. yuckyuck.but i heard a lot of stuff happened in school and i didnt miss much so alright.2 essays to do within a day :(casey better not give us homework this weekend.but on the flipside i got my rest and sneezed out a lot of phlegm today which is good. and everything just came and went so ya feel much better now.

2007-02-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

cny holiday ended with me watching norbit with theboy at cathay. it was such a nice movie everyone should go catch it.ya then i went for cny gathering at clara's house. only a few people from our og turned up and the rest were j1s. played some blackjack, read mags and went home cos there was still school today.and today started with the damn econs test which i think i might fail again :( human

2007-02-18T16:47:00.000+08:00

cny celebrations are finally over !!i finally got proper rest but it's never enough for me haha.so all the meetings, deco, wrapping of prizes, sticking of the runway carpet, etcetcconstituted to a very successful cny celebration on friday (:well for runway i didnt have a specific job so i was practically helping out with everything. did the models stuff, walked around mingling with the students/

2007-02-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

i feel as if these few days i've been in some sort of dreamy mode :/ and all the dreams i have every single night dont dont make sense at all. maybe it explains the confusion i've been feeling these few days la.anyway, today especially, was rather ... (i dno how to describe)econs lecture was spent staring into space, while sharing nerds.then econs tutorial was the best. i didnt even pay attention

2007-01-31T21:11:00.000+08:00

woah so many things happened in the one week that i didnt update.but nevermind.ROMANIS GOT FIRST FOR GIRLS :D :Dbut we got scolded :(anyhoo i'm very tired now after x-cntry (which i didnt run!) & friendly with rjc.and these few days like very sian, everything seems to be in repeat mode.arrgh and im having pms la howhow. i'd get irritated with everyone sooner or later. ohno haha.

2007-01-24T21:19:00.000+08:00

roars.trng was like shitttt.arrgh me & trix cmi cmi cmi.ohno :(okay train harder tmr.singles matches yeah man.oh for ME today we had to conduct this survey: is it okay to have sex before marriage.some yes, some no but the main thing was we went to specially called a certain teacher out to ask him for his opinion. and he gave his answer only after much analysis of the faults of that question. haha

2007-01-22T21:21:00.000+08:00

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,You never need to carry more than you can hold,And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,Yeah, this, is my wish.

2007-01-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

photo update (:in the cruise toilet, wearing my famine camp shirt! haa but i was not famine-ing at all!in the lift all on my own :(try and guess who's who! cheryl, me & jaya! haamy new diet.masterpiece(:joke of the year! haah. cs be happy i put yr photo on my blog lor (but im sure many ppl will agree wif the photo la)The time is right to put my arms around youYou're feeling rightYou wrap your

2007-01-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

i think the weekends pass too fast i dont like it at all :(yawn anyway i had family dinner yesterday which was rather cool. i'm beginning to like talk to my cousins more, gossip bout stuff. haa never did that in the past. my godbro brought his girlfriend over who looks erm better in photos but still pretty! and some of my cousins kept asking why am i alone. haha a bit too soon ah! lols.oh and

2007-01-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

i spent so loong upgrading my template. such a no frills one (: i dont have to change it often now (i think) and i got rid of my tagboard cos no one tags but thr's still a comment page at the end of every post (like lj).yeah go figure.MS K IS BACKand cheryl & i got kicked out of class cos we didnt bring a&c and she doesnt allow borrowed text.ohwells we used the time to write the story of the

2007-01-16T21:54:00.000+08:00

a thousand days, a thousand nights are not enough. never ever enough.this song got me through the entire cruise. it was like my lullaby making me hope to dream of you, and dream i did.i don't know why i'm spending so many hours in school.gosh.no choice but i don't hate it.i have to train harder.everything around is so sad i don't know how to be happy.but now i'm part of it.i want you to stop

2007-01-09T21:42:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry for not updating :( hahawell anyway my life is not very interesting where u can read every single post and i'm doing different stuff. okay so right now training is 4 times a week which means i end late almost every day. ARRGH. on a happier note, i went to escape on sunday with ys(: first time! yaayi sat on almost all the rides and survived!! HAHA. :D:Dgo-kart was very very fun. cheap

2006-12-31T13:02:00.000+08:00

ahh i didnt even know i've not been blogging frequently.haha so,MERRY CHRISTMAS (:HAPPY 2007and happy birthday to myself. ahah.okay i know 17 finally. everyone says that :( i think next will be worse.so not looking forward to it.hmm christmas this year was dull or so i felt. family gathering was disappointing. we didnt have the usual christmas feast :(:(christmas day was at shuyan's house where

2006-12-20T22:45:00.000+08:00

today was a good day (:i went to far east early in the morning with theboy to get belts. haha same belts. cheesy i know but it's nice, okay maybe funny. ya and we left fareast when the shops started to open :(got down to cathay and got movie tickets, lunch at ps.NIGHT AT THE MUSEUMSUPER FUNNY SHOW.MUST WATCH.yeah i was laughing during the entire show.i think the egyptian pharoah is quite cute

2006-12-19T17:13:00.000+08:00

i like the colours of my blog.but a blog is pretty only with good writing.okay so much for randomness.nothing much has been happening, nothing that u guys are interested in anyway.i think time passes too quickly and i just want to be stuck in the past/present.haha why do i sound so emo. training is fun. yes cos that's mainly what i've been doing.smacking balls, top spin. yea tabletennis jargon

2006-12-17T12:55:00.000+08:00

captured shots and videos of happiness should be enough to fill the void.i dont wanna fight no more, too.disappointments and letdowns are, how should i say, inevitable?the weird dream is haunting me, clouding my vision.what if it's a sign?dont bother.

2006-12-16T18:06:00.000+08:00

i didnt get much work done these days, which is bad. okay i know most of people dont actually do holiday hw but still i want my AAA. haha. ohwellswed-thurs was spent at downtown east.did some mini shopping on wed morn then went to meet the girls to get the food for bbq.started bbq-ing and it lasted for only a short while due to the rain and guys who only bothered about mahjong.went to play pool

2006-12-12T19:24:00.000+08:00

queensway shopping on sat with ys(:got strawberry earrings for cherylpok n myself yaay.jeans. shorts.then we caught deja vu at thecathay. at first we couldnt decide what to do and i didnt really want to watch dejavu cos it didnt seem nice then okay we rotted around and after facing the trailer for 5 minutes we decided fine let's just watch that show. haa and boy did we enjoy that show(:csi-ish

2006-12-07T09:16:00.000+08:00

mon, tue, wed with theboy(:flags of our fathers on mon.boring, educational, confusingthe whole show did not have subtitles! and i still dont know who was and who was not in the photo. hahabut all the cast were guys so i didnt lose out that much lar. kidding!okay now i want to watch saving private ryan and band of our brothers. to more valour and bloodshed!tue was 50 first dates ((:super touching

2006-12-01T00:20:00.000+08:00

okay this is quite a weird hour to be up, especially when i've got nothing to do, nothing to wait for(which is not true cos my hair is wet:() maybe i shall read some book.alright so the sunsports competition went well :Djoined third in the end and we nearly beat vjc in the semis. 3-2 was the score. close match but still hard to say lar.i think trix and i improved and we really depended on

2006-11-26T11:34:00.000+08:00

untitledVoices admist the noiseseek to fill the hollownessthat is deep inside.A request is gently obliged,an offer politely accepted.They were gratified.The smiles and frownsdo not express well;a mask being worn.And even the body in motionfollows the crowdit is not forborne.Mind wanders away,but away brings it back.It swings.Erase the future,pen the present.You're king.

2006-11-21T13:01:00.000+08:00

shoutouts to whatever has been going on in the tagboard, and everything behind the scene,i'm sorry guys. and i'm fine; we're fine.just want to say i love you girls to bitss. you know who you are(:my life has been filled with training and more training. muscle aches. and yesterday i felt uncomfortable holding my bat :X:Xmaybe it's the flu, cold, cough. whatever.what love is about

2006-11-16T18:40:00.000+08:00

i figured this layout ain't that nice but i'm not gonna change it. pretty tired after trying to sort out my lj. but the ads are irritating me. arrgh.i'm sorry guys for skipping trng today :Xanyway, met cheryl&sammie at thomson and we got click from videoezy. got my lunch at burger king cos i met them late, and we headed back to cheryl's house.click made me cry! the last part erm the part where he

2006-11-13T15:22:00.000+08:00

i've got a livejournal(:but it's just for adding comments, dont think i'll update often.as of now, it is totally hideous, so until i get some help from ljusers, i shall not add anyone.rawr.i didnt go for training today due to crammpsss.yuck.the mind is strong, but the body gives way.3-0 :Di only saw the first goal and my jaw practically dropped. i feel damn guilty for not having enough faith in

2006-11-11T11:11:00.000+08:00

pwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpw is over(:desmond ng is funny. looking at him makes me want to burst out laughing.i think it went fine so yaay.then our pwgirlpower grp had an outing in j8 minus oli, plus denise&jiexin. basically, we just spent most of the time in yamaha cos jiexin had her piano lesson there and we were accompanying her sister. haha. it was fun with all the laughing at denise and magic

2006-11-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

it's funny. my script for op always changes a little after each dry run. haha good or bad i dont know :/ohyea i had training today. like a more erm proper one haha.lunch was at kap with xuefen and i think i took like 5 buses to get all the way to bukit timah cc. ya cos i had to lunch with xf haha not yr fault lar.the rest were late but there were like only 4 of us. lol. the guys are all lazy

2006-11-06T23:38:00.000+08:00

pw at terri's house for almost the whole day.and mainly what we did was this.(:hello what do u expect when 5girls get together? haa minus eliza who was totally irritated by us. sorry!our slides look nicer now, and we tweaked the content here and there so hope all goes well on thurs.to all J2s! all the best for the 2nd week of As (:J1s! last lap of pw so do it well (:

2006-11-05T18:47:00.000+08:00

pictures from halloween (: stolen from denise!joyce & eliza.terri as a child ghost & denisethe scary trio.me beating the monster! i know it's yellow belt but at least i've mastered the basics okay.13 girls and 1 guy. me(karate girl). jaya(cowgirl, haha!). cheryl(dancer). joyce(angel). chum(triad boss). cindy, jiaqi & jiexin (witches). charmaine(as herself?). eliza(little miss bo peep). denise(

2006-10-30T16:46:00.000+08:00

i've been sick on and off :(:(vomiting, flu, fever.oh no, i don't know what to wear for the halloween party tomorrow!! but i guess lots of eye makeup (in black) will do the trick, no? haha we'll see.i had the weirdest dream last night. it was like way way weird and the most realistic ever. imagine going on an adventure trying to combat aliens :/ haa only to end up at this weird lab on an island

2006-10-24T09:43:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA :Di've been meeting my pw group for 3 straight days. do i love them or what? haha.five (terri's dog) is adorable but he goes crazy at times and besides he licked me :OI went to watch death note yesterday with ys. The damn cinema at the cathay did not show the trailer after the credits which made like half of the people feel like fools. for waiting in bright, glaring lights.

2006-10-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

this is what i want.and i've come to a conclusion that sometimes, thinking too much just makes life much harder to live.happy birthday my little monster (:i love you! and this time i'm quite punctual at wishing u yaay. how does it feel like, when you know that all you have to do to make things better, is to change?

2006-10-19T20:48:00.000+08:00

I know your eyes in the morning sunI feel you touch me in the pouring rainAnd the moment that you wander far from meI wanna feel you in my arms againAnd you come to me on a summer breezeKeep me warm in your loveThen you softly leaveAnd it's me you need to showHow deep is your love?I really mean to learn'Cause we're living in a world of foolsBreakin’ us downWhen they all should let us beWe belong

2006-10-18T22:52:00.000+08:00

one day, will you face me and say, "thank you?"i really don't know.i was reading my archives just now and stopped only at march. perhaps it was due to the happiness that was portrayed that i couldn't sense all the uncertainty i was feeling then.i appeared happy but was actually rather dejected.now i seem sad but i'm happy, no?it's a cycle that's even worse than the poverty cycle.how freaky.i know

2006-10-18T21:58:00.000+08:00

i don't see why we have to go to school nowadays. it's such a waste of time! gosh. lit lesson was slack today all we did was go to the library to copy definitions from books(:okay i know this sounds weird, but i'm starting to really like pw :Dwhat we're doing for OP sounds fun fun funhope it's not screwed and we'd all do well(:

2006-10-16T21:45:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry for being so uber lazy to update for like what 12 days? erm no maybe longer since the previous post was not by me.nothing much to write here after so many days the euphoria just sort of evaporates.but still,amazing race was quite a success huh.well done guys(: we all had fun. loads of it.movies. movies. movies. some good, some bad.been sick on and off for like forever and it's totally

2006-10-04T16:12:00.000+08:00

please let me hear your voice againlet me hear you say your love will never endthat whatever it takes you'll be there i need you

2006-10-01T17:42:00.000+08:00

The smile on your face lets me know that you need meThere's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave meThe touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fallYou say it best when you say nothing at all"Alack, sir, no; her passions are made of nothing but the finest part of pure love."-Enobarbus<3 lovesstole this from christal.joke of the day:Little Johnny: Teacher, can I go to the

2006-09-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

Cause there's something in the way you look at me It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be I'd never know what you see But there's something in the way you look at me christian bautista - the way you look at mestudy hard baby! Just know that i'll always be thinking bout you(:yourhim

2006-09-28T21:07:00.000+08:00

Letter to Dad A father passing by his teenage daughter's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was neat and tidy. Then he saw an envelope propped up prominently on the centre of the pillow. It was addressed "Dad". With the worst premonition, he opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands:- Dear Dad, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm

2006-09-21T19:27:00.000+08:00

i've caught the foxy disease and felt totally embarrassed when i waved at someone i didnt know :/ BUT i think it's nothing compared to tiffany. haha okay i feel mean(: she's really too cute lar my fellow gp group member, who's prob not gonna read this in a million years unless i tell her she was mentioned. and i miss cedar. I MISS CEDAR. i dont understand why this feeling pops up once in a while.

2006-09-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

:D1-0adebayorfabregas played so well and rosicky too.i actually thought adebayor was pretty clumsy but he scored! ((:seeing wenger celebrate reminded me of a little kid on his birthday.gilberto's missed penalty didnt prove to be too costly, phew.lehmann is my hero yaay.i hope pires would get well soon(:ps i actually didnt curse as much as usual while watching the match. hahaweili mistook ME for

2006-09-16T14:37:00.000+08:00

i can't wait for promos to end. no more studying (for a while)training(:partner outing!open house.amazing race [be excited!]OUR DATES (: and also dates with other people. haha oh and thailand yaay! and much much more fun. from cheryl's blog you can see that as of now, only 2 teachers have not walked out of our class. and to think that we're all pretty much muggers. haha why does watching ghost

2006-09-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

the web is an arena where u lie exposed for all to see. why didnt msleong's naggings back in those sec4 days serve to act as a reminder that there are always ugly sides to people.even in real life almost everyone is connected to everyone in some ways, so with the internet i guess it's just multiplied by a million times. hooray?what you see, is not what you get.what you think, is not what it

2006-09-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

during human geog lecture today, i suddenly had a flashback of exactly a year ago. i was just thinking what i was doing then and how much my life has changed. in terms of studies, it's still more of less the same. struggling to improve but never depriving myself of dreams. well i guess that's what motivated me. the thought of coming into sa not by dsa but by results, and the speech day thing

2006-09-09T16:36:00.000+08:00

i realised that i've not been late for a single lesson this entire week. is that miraculous or what? eck. it'd come back soon x) k lao shi's lesson was quite dull. her typical lesson starts with scolding and this time, included tearing of papers. but i got to understand the true extent of cleopatra's beauty and charm(: i think octavia should us bury herself in her room and cry. tuition with the

2006-09-07T23:33:00.000+08:00

today was such a wasted day (academic wise) other than that we had quite a hell lot of fun i guess. woke up damn early only to be late cos i couldnt find my keys. but nevermind only that poor cheryl was left waiting in the sc alone with the council for company. haaso ya ck and glen together with the 2 of us were the earlier batch. just did a little griding here and there, slacked most of the time

2006-09-06T14:51:00.000+08:00

> Is your birthday day 1 of the month?> Your Life> You are very curious and dedicative. When you are interested in something,> everything else has to wait. This is your quality. But if you learn to be> more patient and complete what you have started, you will be successful in> life.> Your Love> You believe in love at first sight. You won't wait to learn more about the> person. Vise versa, people

2006-09-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

je t'aime

2006-09-04T18:57:00.000+08:00

apparently everyone had their sleep eaten up by geog due to late planning and what have you. but the 3 of us were the best. we only did it in school today and boy did we spend a lot of time completing it. sigh maybe i should pay more attention during lectures than i dont have to waste time reading peter dickens.this time there's no song lyrics to reflect my mood upon. maybe i should let my

2006-09-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

i guess i dont need to be reminded how much history just like to repeat itself over and over again.even the best banquet in the world must end. why cant this?So you take the smiles from all of our years,I'll take the tears.Lies- Gareth Gatesoften i just want you to know that it's not always you alone. i feel the same way too although i seldom say it out. wont we make it through?

2006-09-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

my week was quite a blur i cant seem to remember anything :/ haa nvm i'll try.rushing eom. rushing gp file. alright it was mainly school stuff i guess. trng was cancelled due to the prelims. maths test was quite okay but i was careless yet again. i wonder when that will stop. didnt go for econs lect. sister talk that i was really thankful for. really miss those 2 fellas. didnt have h1 this week.

2006-08-27T17:03:00.000+08:00

OMG THIS IS TOO FUNNYOnce there were three turtles. One day they decided to go on a picnic. When they got there, they realized they had forgotten the soda. The youngest turtle said he would go home and get it if they wouldn't eat the sandwiches until he got back. A week went by, then a month, finally a year, when the two turtles said,"oh, come on, let's eat the sandwiches." Suddenly the little

2006-08-27T14:38:00.000+08:00

i shouldnt be here as often as i am now :/but arsenal lost :(and i didnt watch the matcheven though i was awake.im such a lousy fan.a penalty attributed to the 1-0 score.our first defeat in just 2 matches.so many close chanceswhy cant the ball just go in.the promos' just a month away.i forsee much more studyingless going outwatching more tvlittle time in front of the comfinally perhaps i would

2006-08-26T23:24:00.000+08:00

woah today was such a long day and im still not asleep. (:tuition with ffss at about 9.30. rather productive except we kept singing songs like genie in a bottle, at the beginning and every breath you take. haa okay i admit we made quite a ruckus. ohwells it's always like that. lovethepoks (:lunch at kovan macs quite a wasted trip. jaya rushed home after that to get ready for the sav oc

2006-08-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

blogger is acting weird :/ it's like in html form or something.anyway i decided to update for no aparent reason and i decided i shouldnt go MIA just like that *snaps fingersohya and so before my weariness eats up my memory, here's my day:assembly was rather pointless i guess. mrs lim can never make us scared like how ms leong does it. it's like trying hard versus effortless. alright so it's the

2006-08-24T22:18:00.000+08:00

alright i better get used to posting compiled posts haha. monday all i rmb was taking photos in the com lab. hmm oh ya and pe was cancelled haha so yeah we hang around in the sc. played carom as usual and foxy got like 10 seeds in omg. mogli came and saved the day phew. and the girls beat him (: then we had 2 back-to-back lect/tutorial. booostuesdayday off yipee. woke up really early to get my

2006-08-20T15:42:00.000+08:00

i was at shuyan's blog and see what i've got haha.You Are 30% Boyish and 70% GirlishEven if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.How Boyish or Girlish Are You?Does your name begin with: AU

2006-08-20T13:02:00.000+08:00

i didnt manage to publish the last post because i was multi-tasking, finding stuff for pw. and when i copied the post to refresh the page i forgot about it and then copied sth for pw and that's where my post went. lost in the galaxy of cyberspace. :(ohwells. here's goes my re-typing.1-1.aston villa. mellberg! hahawe'll see more of this boy wonder ((:i miss pires yuck.thursday was spent enduring

2006-08-16T15:55:00.000+08:00

as you can see someone hacked into my account to post that previous post. haa okay no. i voluntarily gave him an opportunity at posting one entry about me. alright. btw, telling casey he's metro is like speaking the obvious. i dont think he cares.i know im supposed to be lying in bed writhing from all the pain in my abdomen but nevermind im feeling much better now. po chai pills should help right

2006-08-15T23:29:00.000+08:00

yishian's VERY FIRST try on blogging!1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll challenge you to try something.3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.4. I'll tell you something I like about you.5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.8. You must post this on

2006-08-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

TOO BORED.Elaine --[adjective]:Extremely flatulent'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com'What" will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.comthis was actually the 2nd one i did okay maybe third considering i ever did it last time but didnt put it up here.my carom skills are improving yaay.

2006-08-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

im sick of getting mistaken for cheryl, and im sure she's really sick of it yeah. so please people take a second look ya? haha.right lit test on friday? naming the parts. i took full 5 minutes to figure out that it was the naming of the gun parts. how stupid.slept most of pw away or at least i was in a daze :/lunch at manhattan fish market. tell me why do u need to burn mayo? haha that's what the

2006-08-10T15:37:00.000+08:00

ELAINECHERYLJAYAearthwormkickrollercoaster.1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll challenge you to try something.3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.4. I'll tell you something I like about you.5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.8. You must post this

2006-08-09T16:49:00.000+08:00

41 golden years since independenceHAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO ALL!and i got this from a very very old blog about the ndp'03 experience. hahado you remember:*the many times we ate kfc and pizza hut at the indoor stadium?*mr gn, ms gan, daryl, eugene, weili, boon yang, tian lai, fly-guy, constipation, sore throat, dying seal, tortoise...*the fans and sashes together with our gold costume*the many times

2006-08-09T13:25:00.000+08:00

look what i found on stomp (:im sorry for the size. click HERE for a better view!it shows ms thang who voted mr yau as the most inspiring teacher woo (:

2006-08-09T12:02:00.000+08:00

monday saw casey sending the whole class out because we did not research on zeitgeist :/then there was national day rehearsal.chicken rice for teabreak at 5pm and i ended up not going for training which lasted only for an hr (:the class came to school in sch u and then changed to jeans and tees. everyone thought that we were going out instead of doing community service hah. and leong managed to

2006-08-06T18:06:00.000+08:00

The number of minutes that i have remained silent while you talked on the phone, must have been at least half the whole conversation time.And of the most frequent phrases i have said, "I dont know" stood out rather distinctively.I'm not sure if it's because the future is so uncertain that's making me feel like shit now, or just that it must be this or that.I realised hoping alone would not help

2006-08-06T17:41:00.000+08:00

Would you dance, if I asked you to dance?Would you run, and never look back?Would you cry, if you saw me crying?And would you save my soul, tonight?Would you tremble, if I touched your lips?Would you laugh? Oh please tell me this.Now would you die, for the one you love?Hold me in your arms, tonight.I can be your hero, baby.I can kiss away the pain.I will stand by you forever.You can take my

2006-08-05T14:18:00.000+08:00

woah i think im used to not blogging nowadays :/anyway here goes:wednesdaytrng started earlier today at 3. THE most productive trng ever since ct ended (: and my bat doesnt cut my hand anymore so the usual playing style is coming back yaay.ran 1.6km after that and i know it sounds pathetic but i've not ran since godknowswhen.yep future trngs should have more pt sessions and the girls should stay

2006-08-01T21:45:00.000+08:00

I think the only main thing worth mentioning isI cut my hair. tooooooo short.haa not like no one noticed anyway.pe yesterday was as crazy as ever. and i think we concluded that even andi is in your team, you might not win. haha.training was like so routine-ish i think i was doing the same thing over and over again. gosh and i should sandpaper my bat. it's giving me a blister :/ms k actually

2006-07-29T14:41:00.000+08:00

i think im quite a mean person.but because i know that im mean, i become nice.haha.this was done during tuition with cheryl:i am a gorilla.i am going to marry a camel.i am ready for a relationship.i am open-minded.i have 3 closest friends in my life.i have a heart made of transparent glass.i am going to have 7 relationships before i settle down.i have a high sex drive.SO FUN.

2006-07-29T13:30:00.000+08:00

If anyone apart from cheryl jaya ys tweetwee and me can understand the convo going on in my tagboard, kudos to you.and im not gonna flood it anymore by replying to their tags there. well actually not many are addressed to me but anyhow.hilary: our group rocks (:jaya: ahh alright i think yr cam loves me too much. and im gonna change that scene soon cos it's sooo backdated. haha. 'SHE AND YOUR

2006-07-27T00:15:00.000+08:00

The remaining lessons of the week should be cancelled and everyone should just concentrate on project work. I dont know why but there's suddenly a lot of questions popping out regarding our project :(I hope everything is all right.Beautiful Ones

2006-07-24T21:13:00.000+08:00

i realised that my previous post was quite crappy. especially those parts that didnt make much sense. haha.there's this part of me that doesnt feel like blogging at all. i just want to take this dreamless potion and probably sleep for 1 full day. 24 hours sounds splendid (:no going to school early in the morning. delaying getting back of papers. doing tabletennis/hse comm board. literature

2006-07-23T21:31:00.000+08:00

my blog is sooo dead! haha.alright here's gonna be a long but brief update (:i cant really remember what happened so i sort of referred to cheryl's blog a bit. (:thurswe got to know our posts today. sports secretary for me haa but like what cheryl said the posts dont really matter coz everyone works equally hard.frisc had their commendation at st andrews cathedral. it was quite boring actually

2006-07-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

this has got to be the longest break i've taken from blogging :Oim sorry if you were expecting a detailed one :/life's so busy nowi miss trainingi miss playing the pianoi miss random outingsi miss having meals at homei miss sleepingbut the outcome of all these sacrifices is priceless (:and now back to A&C. it's making me more puzzled by the minute :(

2006-07-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

ahh okay i hope after this post, my tagboard wont be hiding behind zidane's baldd head anymore. haha.the common tests are finally over! yaaaay.had meeting around noon then i went down to island creamery to meet the 2 idiots and amelia. im part-time touch rugger x) i miss table. i miss trng. soonsoon (:ohyaay apple pie is just like apple pie. haha. then jaya and i went to explore serene centre

2006-07-10T20:32:00.000+08:00

alright this is gonna be a quick update. no long rantings about the match details. haa that can wait and for now, PICTURES (:a miss that was way too costly. poor trezeguet :(ahh what can i say. i prefer to think that he was really possessed at that moment. haha at least he got the golden ball!grosso gets it IN!yeah baby (:italy's hero. my hero.materazzi should just marry the cup. he kept kissing

2006-07-07T16:40:00.000+08:00

got this from cheryl/daryl's blog.here's the deal:1. Put your music player on shuffle.2. Press forward for each question.3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.And there you have it.-------------------------------------------------How am i feeling today? when i come around- green day [hmm not really.. haah]Will i get far in life? lian ai-ing- mayday [:/]How do my friends see me? If i

2006-07-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

econs is screwed :(YUCK.okay nevermind bout that there's still 2 more papers to go! boooo.today's really a random day. i saw many random stuff. [cheryl! come ask me(:] oh and i saw random people too haha. not in a bad way but just yar.im bewildered by my reactions :/ohman the birthday that i missed."dont wait for things to happen. make it happen."yes and what's a random day without a random post?

2006-07-05T10:45:00.001+08:00

ITALY IS THROUGH TO THE FINALS!!!dozed off a million times during the match. prayed really hard that they didnt have to go into penalty kicks coz i felt germany would edge them out in that area. cursed a lot. talked a lot. msged a lot (quite). laughed at Jurgen Klinsmann coz he's reactions were just too amusing. had dozens of heart attacks especially when gilardino & iaquinta hit the posts :/

2006-07-04T17:07:00.000+08:00

the gp paper was okay i guess. not expecting good grades but prepared to fail, yet still hoping that i wouldn't (:'compulsory education is able to help solve the problem of poverty in any society.'well something like that. haha.and now it's my date with roger arnold yaay.italy-germany at 3am. no school on the next day x)torsten frings is suspended :OGO ITALY!

2006-07-03T19:26:00.000+08:00

this layout is so cute (:and i thought 'cry' suited this template haha.argentina is OUT! :(:(:(france is IN! (:italy still in! hahaengland is out! yaay.okay so argentina's exit is overshadowed by much happier news. but argentina played soo well! and i dont like host countries to proceed any further than the quarters because they suddenly become really threatening :/ it's the home crowd thing.and